man do i know this feeling :O
but yeah, take a break fow what you say will be weeks, then 3 days later, boom. haha youre back
but, sesh that little jersey barrier thing you had at CS3 :O that was so fun :O
but if i have time when im back from my holiday this week, i COULD try make you a little up box or a manny pad
it would be bad craftsmanship most likely, but it should do its job
i'll give it to you free btw